Sunday, November 29, 2009

Waterproof mascara

He held the slender fingers in his palm. Not as a comforting touch, but to prevent her from wiping away her tears.

There was poetry in those clear drops as they trickled down her cheek, congregating for a moment in her dimples before going their own way. It was in those fleeting moments, before they jumped off her chin towards certain tragedy, that he noticed something interesting. Through the tiny lenses on her cheek he could see a different reality. One where the up is down, and down up. And nothing was ever level because the horizon seemed to curve into itself. The thought made him smile unconsciously.

She looked up and saw - though the veil of a would-be teardrop - his amused expression.

“There he goes again”, she thought, remembering the last time that they argued. She had thought that he was being unreasonable and insensitive. He accused her of being naïve and full of new fangled ideology. They had made up only when he apologized, after watching her blow dry her hair for a whole 10 minutes with the same lost expression on his face. They had spent most of that morning forgiving each other (On the cold marble floor and against the kitchen counter). The memory made her scrunch her toes.

When she returned the smile, an errant tear found its way through her parted lips and she cringed. They were laughing now. They still held hands but things were different. They were going to be ok.

Nothing gives you more perspective than seeing the world through a teardrop.


- Hyena

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

The wait for spring.

One chapter of my story is almost about to end.
The future looks simultaneously uncertain and exciting.
K might be right when she says that pressure brings out the best in me.
I've never felt this alive :).
Next spring holds great promise.

- L. Hyena.

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Quarter century

A third of my expected life is done. Wondering what all I have to show for it.

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Atonement

Notes carved on a sandy clef
In staccato, tenuto, marcato.
The recorded weight of steps
tread over the primrose path.
On tarsal, metatarsal, digit.

Why does the tide not
unmake footprints anymore?
Or did the sea turn masochist, and decide
A more fitting penance
Than the unraveling of arrangements
The removing of arpeggios, and
The adding of pauses.

I walk along this stave tonight,
Humming a shape-shifting melody,
Of a song about purged sins.
And like memory in muscle,
The un-forgetting of old hobbies.
It comes tumbling right back,
The inevitable remorse.
With hope that perhaps there could be,
Some atonement.

- Rishab Govind

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Monday, October 05, 2009

Cold turkey

... for lack of a better idea.

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The quintessential blithering village idiot, a malignant ooze, the patron for years of death-inducing grotesqueness, social-suicide bomber, murderous baby-awkward adolescent-full grown imbecile, bovine lummox, ugly, eternal wannabe, a drunk in stupor, fat...next stop heartattackville, misfit, the smartass who asked "WHY?", friend, self-mocker, the culinary axe murderer, tardish geek, chauvinist pig, narcissistic whackjob, attention whoring skank, cubicle fence sitter, the devil's crowbar, traffic bird giver, code glitcher, meat puppet, jedi n00b, future tragedy, dudeistic yuppy desi.
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Welcome to The Thought Pit.

Oddly enough, this blog started out with a death. I guess things like that can fuel an urge to let things out. Add that to a lifetime of awkward social graces, a stud of an elder brother and a family that expected the sun, the moon and 3 other planetary bodies from you and you've got yourselves a nice little ticking time-bomb. So I decided one fine winter, that I needed to give myself a longer fuse. To give voice to the meekest of thoughts in my head. Ideas, that would otherwise never seen the light of day. That was how The Thought Pit was born.

(Clearly I could have given more thought to the name...But you get the idea)

So there I was, 20 years old, with a noggin-full of weirdness and a penchant for never-sticking-to-your-commitments. Since then, this spot has undergone under the scalpel several times and has had long (and I do mean long) spells of writer's block. But, perhaps since it was a death that started this blog itself, The Thought Pit still lives.

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